I just wanted to pause for both input and output.
インプットもアウトプットも、一時停止したかっただけ。
My body was lighter than I thought it would be.
思ってたより身体は軽かった。
There is a strange pressure that we have to heal ourselves.
自分を癒さなきゃ、という謎の脅迫感。
In the end, I didn't think about anything. Forgetting the past, the future, and the present, I just stayed in front of the sea.
結局、なにも考えなかった。過去も未来も現在も忘れて、ただ海の前。
Living today without being rushed, sleeping when I want to, with no obligations for tomorrow. It's easy, but it's not the way of life I'm looking for. It was time for me to realize that.
急き立てられず今日を過ごし、明日の義務もなく、眠りたいときに眠る。楽だけど、求めている生き方はこれじゃない。そのことを知るための時間。
I will stop acting like I have no freedom.
不自由ぶるの、や～め。
- Bangkok バンコク -
The graffiti on the walls of this cheap hotel will be easily painted over. It would not be respected like the murals in the church.
この安宿の壁の落書きも、あっさり塗りつぶされる。教会の壁画のように有難がってはもらえない。
Khaosan Road for the third time in a few years. I realized that I would never see Khaosan Road as my first time again. Because the city and I are always changing.
数年ぶり、三度目のカオサン通り。もう二度と初めてのカオサン通りには会えないことを思い知った。街も、自分も、変わるから。
